Confessions
Confessions.. Forget you, forgot you, I never think about you.. but gimmie a pen and paper and I can write a piece all about you. Damn. I had unprotected emotional relations.. Did not wrap up my heart and soul.. Gave it up too quickly..let you have it raw..on a silver platter. Let you into the sacred place where I kept it all.. Secrets, heartaches, fantasies and dreams.. Let you go deep..penetrating the inner most things Let you caress my imagination and run wild in my lonely spaces Let you lick away my tears and kiss inside my fears Let you stroke me into an abyss of sheer magnificent escape… yeah, it was that good. Let you.. unprotectedly.. into my heart
But now I want to abort this love please Medicate me. Dope me up. Eject that YOU inside of me. Take it away; stop it from growing, end the love heartbeat you infected me with. My love was unplanned And u are just not ready.. and just never planned to love. Can’t be your fool no more. Cause if 1+1 = 2, it definitely shouldn’t be with you.
I see my own addiction now needs an intervention.. Been lying to myself, denying myself, playing myself… Fell victim to your head games.. when it was probably just ya head game And all u ever fed me were broken promises laced with omissions of truth Said I could understand .. an understanding Said I could accept.. all the exceptions Said I would be down to ride.. with you. But nigga..i’m tired.. tired of.. Riding with yo ass.. Supporting yo ass Believing in yo ass Thinking you was just the shit..and now realizing that you were just full of shit. Damn. I had unprotected emotional relations… And I’m ready to abort this love please. I need to save myself. Save this damaged, bandaged and on life support ass heart. Ctrl. Atl. Delete. Ignore. Block. Unfollow. Unfriend. Hell, I wish I could unfuck you. Confessions. Forget you, forgot you. I never think about you. But if you gimmie a piece of paper, I can write a piece all about you.
Shouts out to the candles for illuminatibg the space for the escape. The glow from the street lights increased the space.. Watching u, listening to u breathe, being near u..im instantly high.. ur scent hypnotizes me, consumes my energy and freezes the time that will fly no longer being polite i need clothes to fall off i only want to unwrap my chocolate covered thoughts of u and lay them on my bed i want to compare notes on what feels better so we can feel it together i only desire to be ur escape..ur safe place.. here to heal, mend, caress and bless every part of u we have some amazing sexy interludes.. teasing and tasting intersections with precision and perfections. until the ectasy and emotion of the intense and uncontrollable is taking control of us… this escape is taking us… higher than we’ve ever been and i want to spend moments after pleasure…seeking more pleasure together because im good…but ur better i selfishly want u to make me wetter but alas… the time it dwindles down.. u cant stay betwixt my thighs forever long.. every flickering flame i want to rekindle it now.. shouts out to the candles for illuminating the space for the escape.
